It's not so easy loving me..

.. and maybe that's the reason that nobody loves me. But the problem is that this isn't the way I think. Loving me is difficult, unnessesary? Don't think so.
' Love me, and you'll make me a better woman. ' ~ this is the key.. I think.

As I look at the photo i've taken in the fall break.. I have a funny feeling. I don't think that I feel anything. Sadness is the word. Sad because something ran away in front of me. It ran away crying for help.. cause It saw me. It didn't wanted to see me but it was too late. I've frightend it. It wont come back anymore. And that is exactly why my tear fell down in the park last night. Just when that teardrop fell down on the cold, frosty sidewalk.. it started snowing..